Iabvvvu, as know I'm in a fortunate position, so answered my own question, but need talking down!!!
Moving at end of week after 17 yrs, and anxiety is through the roof!!!
Anything I could worry about I am, from removal van getting stuck, not fitting everything in, new neighbours hate us, we hate the house etc etc, once I've dealt with one issue something replaces it!!! Emotions also all over place, current house has lots of memories, good, bad and some awful, but home has always been my 'safe space'. Everyone else here is really excited, I'm convinced something terrible will happen!🙄
Anyway sorry for waffling, just need to get it out and don't want to put dampener on everyone else's excitement.