my life could have been a lot different, a lot better, yes even more self respect ...
I'm talking about the most basic help that would have cost her little or literally nothing, she could even have profited!
I was ultra economically independent btw, but also had a serious chronic illness.
Anyway, just struggling and feeling v. segregated from all the 'normal' people today.
Admittedly on the 
, not my normal modus operandus.
But feeling shit and 
.
Maybe sometimes you have to go through this ...