To be so stupid

[whyamisostupid]

So I take happy pills from the gp every now and then for some stupid reason I stop takin them though I know it's stupid then I feel great for a few days and crash about five days in.
Why do I do this to myself? Feeling so miserable and unloved right now and I have a big day at work with a new job starting this morning

I do similar with my pain medication.

Can you give yourself a reward at the end of every month when you’ve taken them properly?

its never advisable to stop taking tablets like anti depressants without medical advice they are not stop and start type tablets they usually take a few weeks to kick in so you are not really benefiting from them anyway you may as well be taking placebos

@whyamisostupid how did your first day at work go?