I've just started a new job in a different city, away from family and friends, to live with DP. Good fortune means I am able to work 3 days a week though up to 4 soon. New job is crazy. I was literally dropped in it and now work on 4 projects. Most communication is done via email (ugh) and I email my manager a fair bit asking to clarify somethings as people are based all over the place, in meetings etc. It's made me feel like I'm not up to the job even though common sense says you're new, you're pt doing 4 projects, you're working things out by yourself. I've started to get anxious and self doubtful about my ability around these seemingly held together brainiacs. Should I just wise up and be less harsh on myself or accept work environment too fast paced? 