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Been with DP for almost 10 years. Until recently I was a SAHM but have a part time job now-I earn about £100 a week. Other than this, I am completely financially dependent on him. He pays for my car(I bought it so that’s mine), he pays the mortgage(all in his name). You get the picture.
I don’t think I’m happy. My eyes and mind are wandering elsewhere. We have a wedding booked for next year but I’m having doubts that I’m cut out for married life and if it’s really what I want.
But, how do I leave with nothing, and start again. 3 kids to think of. I have no family to help me out financially. My friend has said I can stay with her, but she only has one spare room. Definitely not enough space for me and 3 kids.
I’d need a deposit and first months rent, money to buy a bed for me, I own the sofa, microwave, and that’s about it! I feel so trapped. What can I do??