Half an AIBU and half a shameless post for traffic 
I’ve always wanted to go back to education and finally have the chance. My passion is in a creative field and as a sideline have always excelled at. I have my interview for the intended course at the end of Jan but since applying I have started on much needed antidepressants and my “ creativity” seems to have entirely dried up.
I would of course prefer to take care of my mental health than persue a career in an already risky field.
I’m thinking now of changing my application to something more sensible, that a job is almost guaranteed after a year, with handy school hours.