Ds 5mths old and been sleeping through untill last week. Had five bad nights on the bounce, me doing all night feeds and dp lying in as tierd from baby and needed to drive.
Last night was worse, baby screaming n waking every 45 min for comfort. Dp got up at three am and went to living room to sleep. I had a birthday gift of a arts course in the morning at half ten, do off work to have baby in day. By eight am I was in tears as so tierd and shouted shut up please to baby (bad but I was broken). Dp came in said you shouldn't shout. I asked him to take him as I couldn't cope, he said no as doing other children packed lunches and needed to do school run.
I sat in our room in floods of tears holding the baby while he just walked in and out. As he left he asked me to defrost ds milk in freezer, change and dress him before I went out.
I'm so angry with him for leaving me like that with a small baby when I wasn't coping and he was in a position to help me. I was so upset. I also couldn't enjoy my treat as I was so echusted (2nd baby fee day since D's was born). Oh and he was late back to get ds too as he was busy for me to go out.
Aibu? (I should say he's tonight offered to have baby in living room so I can try n sleep a bit which is good)