I adore art. I am moderately good but not amazing. My friend makes a small living as an artist and she is far more talented than me and works super hard.
I couldn't be an artist as I would probably not enjoy the pressure to produce work to pay bills.
Aibu to envy those who make a living out of being creative such as artists, animators, musicians, interior designers, sculptors etc.
I used to adore pottery but I couldn't survive off it.
I have chosen a new career path which I love in a different way. It is very practice and not at all creative.