It sounds awful. I'd be going back to work with a skip in my step.

In the short term, before you are able to do that, start treating yourself as a priority -- even conversationally. It's quite OK to respond very briefly to someone who is droning on about their day (as though you didn't have a day), and to move the conversation to something that you want to talk about. Take back some conversational space.

Also, you're currently a SAHM to look after demanding small children, not to be a valet for your husbands fecking work clothes. He wants work clothes, he puts them in the wash, and irons them if necessary. Unless this is a drip feed and he doesn't have any arms, or something.

Honestly, OP, you're worth more than this.

I could have written this. I don't have the answer but you need some time for yourself which obviously is not helpful info! Because I am the same 3 dc and one in the way all under 6. Rh16 works 7 days a week. I work from home and seem to be the councillor to everyone under the sun and it is depressing. No advice but a hug and a mug if tea

This sounds really hard. It wouldn't take much attention to turn your head would it. Just a how are you? and being listened to and feeling someone cares and wants you.

I honestly think you need to face this head on and discuss making some changes possibly with counselling or free online resources from Relate etc. You sound so unhappy.

It is hard. And you sound like you are feeling undervalued and underappreciated. Just the daily hamster wheel of looking after everyone else. You are the lynch pin holding your family together and that is tough when no other bugger notices.
I have no solution just empathy and sympathy. Try and take a bit of time for you, talk to your husband, tell the moaners to shut up. People are like radiators or drains, some give all the warmth and heat and love and others suck you dry. But to continue to look after everyone even radiators need looked after once in a while.

Are you very passive or quiet OP? Do you stop people when they butt in when you're talking? I've been in your shoes as a sahm and fully understand how you feel but I've never not been able to get a word in.

Maybe next time your DH/sis/SIL starts going off on one make a secret effort to get the conversation round to you and don't stop until it is.

Do you get any down time?

I could have written this too. I feel like i have nothing of value in my life and noone values me. Totally amplified today as its my birthday, only my dc and parents have said happy birthday. From now on ill give not one shiny shit or put myself out to help anyone else.

Have you spoken to your DH about this OP? It’s easy to fall into bad habits in the busyness of life.

How much time do you and your DH get to spend alone? Going to the cinema, for a meal or even an afternoon’s childfree shopping together can really help bring you back together and step off the treadmill for a while.

Do you have babysitters you can ask?

Sorry things are so hard OP. You are right. No one is going to give you your 'me' time. You are gonna have to just take it. Even if it's only an hour here or there, it's a start. Is or worth trying to talk to your DH?

Say something then

How would your DH react if he read this?

But I agree with the other posts- you'll have to take it. And not feel guilty for taking it but make it a really fixed regular thing that doesn't get moved? As if it was a work commitment.

Brazzle I'm sorry
Happy Birthday!

Sounds awful, OP

I reckon you should get your DH to read your post.

Well, maybe edit out the bit about understanding why mums have affairs

Seriously though - he needs to understand how you feel, and it's a joint issue that he has 50% responsibility for resolving.

My family situation was the reverse, as DP was doing lion’s share of housework and child caring. Because I had been on maternity leave, I knew well how tiring it is, and the daily grind of it all.

So your DH needs to pitch in. I’ve been in his shoes, and I guarantee you deserve a break!

I think you need to be more assertive with DH. You need to tell him that on Thursday you're going out with Sally for dinner and he needs to be back by 7pm.
Does he really need to be at work until 9?

I've been there OP. I lost a sense of purpose when I gave up work to be a SAHM and it knocked my confidence tremendously for quite a few years. I found myself drowning in housework etc and also felt invisible. Eventually I just had to do something and started off by taking just 20 minutes a day completely to myself when I would sit in peace and have a cup of tea and read a magazine. It sounds silly but I used to feel so revived after that 20 minutes and ready to face the world again! Grab the "me time " because nobody is going to give it to you!

You have a DP problem.

Why are his family not helping out with their own GC/nephews/nieces as a matter of course? What is the issue there?

If you are happy for the in laws to have care of the DC then get DP on their case to commit to weekly time slots!! ASAP!!

This is terrible OP but happens to so many f us. I do know what you mean, it’s all that emotional load from everyone!

But bide your time and train your little fan club to be people who will help you, amuse you and give back something a little later! Thats what I’m counting on😂

You sound like me op. Now i make it obvious with my husband. Ive asked why doesnt he find me interesting? Why doesnt listen to me? Its gotten to the stage where im looking for a job and im literally buzzing for a few days afterwards. I realised it was because for that 1hour if an interview, someones actually interested in me. Even when i dont get the job its fine, ill carry on searching for the next interview

I could've written his too. Sahm to 3 children, although a little older than yours. No family help, DH works long days.
I'm boring, unimportant, bottom of the pile. No one asks (or cares) how I am. No compliments, no conversation, no interest in me. I do all the housework and boring stuff while he has his career. Because of no support I'm limited what I can do myself as I have no childcare. But that doesn't matter to anyone either.
Yes I can see why people have affairs. I wouldn't, but I can see why. I'd love some attention and conversation.

Make those 2 child-free mornings a week for you, OP. Get out of the house and do something - coffee, book club, gym, volunteer... ANYTHING but prioritise yourself. If you don't put yourself first then I can promise you that no-one else will because you are silently telling them that it's ok. If you want to change something, you have to change something.

This too will pass. We've all been there. Its easier when they go to school. It does sound that every one expects a lot of you . You are not your DP's slave and he could take responsibility for his work clothes. You have a job. its looking after the kids at the moment, not being a superstar housewife. Also why are you looking after your SIL's kid on top of everything else. I hope this is not for free or if it is, why can't she have yours for an afternoon on a Saturday. You need to start being really really pushy and assertive althought it may go against the grain. Claim your status back!!! Decide what your demarcation lines are. Good Luck!!

failed to have work clothes clean Who made you feel like a failure - you or him ?

You'll have to be selfish. Don't offer or accept to do anything outside your own bubble. It it's not being reciprocated you're not doing anything wrong. It may be hard for your DH to share what happens at home, but his life has to change as much as yours to make things work.

Oh OP this is sad to read I'm sorry. & @Brazzle HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

OP I think I'd be talking to your husband - "I need you to finish early on a Wednesday. Can you talk to your boss?" and then do whatever YOU want to do. He isn't, sadly, going to just make this change without your voice. It is important and valuable and needs to be heard.

With regards to his family - have you tried arranging stuff when he's at work? Perhaps they all turn up when he's got the kids because he rings them all saying come over heeeeeelp!!! I'd be seeing if you can arrange regular playdates, or just coffee. Adult conversation!

You have worth OP, you do!

Also sod the housework. Can you get a cleaner in even alternate weeks? So you get some you time that not's cleaning? Also your DH can sort his own work clothes out, defo not your responsiblity!