I’m an atheist, raised Christian though.
If God existed, I think it’s fair to say he’s not that bothered about how humans are - his MO is to drown all but a chosen few when his SIMS game doesn’t go how he wants.
Sure we’ve had plenty of natural disasters... but nothing on the scale of the Flood.
In fact, I see it very much as a SIMS game - just abandoned. You can talk about free will all you like, no God that care about the humans he created would watch the events of Rwanda, Cambodia, Stalin’s Russia, Hitler’s Germany, Britain’s slave trade, Mao’s starving millions - etc etc etc etc etc ad infinitum continue.
A small Jewish baby, ripped from its mother’s arms, and smashed against a wall to kill it, for fun, by a German officer.
There are hundreds of sparrows, thousands, millions and God loves everyone and god loves me.
Just he doesn’t love that tiny baby. Her her mother. Or TENS OF MILLIONS of other people.