I just really have. Feel utterly crap and fed up.
I've been away for several days for work, got back late yesterday. 2 teen DC have been here by themselves. While I was away no washing or washing up has been done.
At Xmas, DC1 bought their best friend some expensive boots (£70). They didn't fit. Last weekend when putting some laundry in DC1s room I found the boots which hadn't been sent back. I told DC1 to sort it out. This STILL hasn't been done. Apparently an email was sent to find out how to return them but no reply has been received - wtf?
Last weekend I also told DC2 to sort out his room which is a fucking health hazard. Literally nothing has been done.
My cleaner (ha fucking ha) came in the week while I was away. Despite me asking her several times, she doesn't clean everywhere. In fact I'm struggling to see what she does DP on 3 hours- doesn't clean toilets properly ( basically she squirts toilet duck round and leaves it), doesn't dust or polish, this week she doesn't even seen to have done anything in the kitchen. I can't keep having to fucking micromanage her, it's bad enough I have to do it with my DC.
Everything is just saying the same stuff over and over and over again.
There's also a load of crap going on with my relationship. Not even sure where to begin with that except that he seems utterly bored with me and to view me as little more than a friend, and rebuffs any kind of advance I make, so not sure where that's going really. Probably towards a row where it's all my fault.
At the moment I feel like running away from all of it. Unfortunately I have nowhere to go.