Back story is: my dad died over a year ago. I don't live near my mother but she has been to stay with us lots and although it's been really hard grieving etc, we've had some great times with my children.
At Christmas she was at her sports social event and asked out by someone she's know for a few years. Last few weeks they have been going out to local events and she is really totally smitten.
In May she has a birthday coming up. I have had a really crap year and could do with some fun events to look forward to. We'd talked about going to an event in June that we have both always wanted to go to.
Tickets not easy to get but I've managed 2. We will have to stay over at least 2 nights and I said I'd also pay for the hotel and train fares if I decide to not drive it.
On the phone earlier to mum and chatting.. She says that 'Joe' is rearranging his trip to Ireland so he can go with her to the event I've booked. So she's going with him. He's looking forward to it, always wanted to go.. blah blah blah.
I know it's her birthday and she can go with whom she likes.
But I feel hurt. I wanted to go with her. And I am feeling bloody churlish cos I don't want to pay for the hotel (though it will be cheaper as they'll only need 1 room.) for him to go.
I am happy she is happy.
Tyring to not think this new relationship is zooming ahead quickly.
I miss my dad.
Think I am pre-menstrual which makes me extra vile.