I've been ill for a week. I'm still I'll but will have to go back to work Monday because I can't afford more time ofg5. As i had a "day off" in the middle if the sickness it counts as two incidents so tgat takes me to three in six months so there will be a disciplinary to deal with.
Not one person from worked has been in touch to see how i am. It highlights how much im valued in the team. It shouldn't bother me but I feel really upset by it.
I've got no friends.
I have my wonderful dp and dd2 at home. But they don't need me blogging their lives.
I just can't help but think it would be better if I just died. I am so fucking miserable every day and I spread misery around me.
I don't want to be here anyhow - there us no point to me.