So after my thread yesterday about what to do NYE ds has come down with the vomiting bug dh and I had earlier in the week. 
We were meant to go to a party, obviously we can't take ds even if he perks up as he'll be contagious and we unlike the stupid, stupid cunts that gave it to us don't want to get everyone else sick.
Dh has said why don't I go alone. It would mean me staying over as we live too remotely to get home. So dh would stay home with ds.
Am I being a selfish cow to consider it? We don't see friends very often and I've been looking forward to it for weeks. I bought an outfit and everything. As i said, we live remotely so I rarely get to go out, the last party I went to was last bloody NYE.
Dh never really wanted to that much, it's more that he'd be home alone. But the last few NYE he's been in bed by 12 anyway.
I do know that his parents would think I'm the antichrist if i went away. I've only spent one night away since ds was born (he's 4) and I got so much 
for that.
And will our friends all think I'm a massive evil cow? I can hardly tell them dh didn't really want to come in the first place. 