I am so grateful for the systems in this country that May and her government seem to have no respect for.
With three autistic kids and having to be a carer, I am grateful.
For the specialist education that means my eldest has gone from illiterate at 11 to perfect scores on his course and a place on the a level equivalent leading to his dream career, I am grateful.
For when my husband was made redundant in his forties, student finance then tax credits allowed him to retrain and start his own profitable business. I am grateful.
For when I was rushed into hospital in pain almost two years ago and a nurse from Romania on their first shift suspected it was more than a gallbladder issue, did extra tests and rushed me into resus with acute pancreatitis to save my life- I am grateful.
For the cancer treatment my dad is receiving right now, just a year into his retirement, that should save his life - I am grateful.
For the life of my nephew currently asleep upstairs, who was born early unable to feed- I am grateful.
For the specialist ASD school staff who saved my ASD son's life when he was so low he wanted to take it, but CAMHs were too underfunded to help- I am grateful.
For the team of medical who have helped me believe there's a point to my existence during some of the darkest times of my life- I am grateful. I absolutely include some of the constant media rubbish about claimants (and carers are claimants) as part of the pressure that made me doubt it, by the way.
For my neighbour having a roof over his head despite severe mental health issues- I am grateful (he's fighting repossession through bedroom tax though, they don't have anywhere smaller to offer and who wants a private tenant with paranoid schizophrenia?).
I won't make childish comments about Tory voters or people who make different political choices to me, but I will fight to make sure my kids have the same chances we did, that people with disabilities are not left high and dry, that the NHS exists in a format that offers the same help we've been lucky to have.
For me that means not voting Tory. There are many other options.