De-lurking for the first time to offer words of support to you all. It has been a dark few months, and I have struggled with many things in the world, but I have taken great hope from reading this thread. I feel informed, and do my best to inform others around me. Thank you. (By the way, I have a mental picture of the most prolific posters: Across, I see you on a deckchair with your gin on the edge of a wood, cursing the world freely in solitude, Lweji, I see you as a firebrand under clear blue skies, letting rip to all around you, Cozie, you strike me as calm and sensible, if a little prone to anxiety. I may be completely wrong, but it's nice to imagine!) Keep going, persist and resist. I'm off on holiday now, but look forward to reading all the updates upon my return.