"What has London got to do with this?"
Um, if you don't know the answer to that you haven't read anything about how this works....
I'm a lifelong Londoner, lost loved ones in previous attacks, so finding this triggering but also a reminder that when mum is gone, I should move. I think we ran from the first bomb when I was 4? It might be time for some peace and quiet!
I started a thread recently about options if I sustained severe injury. I was in an accident in the past and while I think doctors are amazing, the thought of being badly injured again makes me want to, er, opt out. So I won't worry that I'll die going to meet my mates but I worry about injury, plus I'd like to not lose more loved ones, it's different than a loss from illness or accident. Also the bastarding press track you down.
I can't face going through that again. Oh and the racist comments because people think I must be Muslim on account of skin colour.
And all the "pray for.." when you bury loved ones that's no fucking help. (I'm an atheist, obvs).
Okay vent over, I'm going to bed.