Crazy isn't it copper rose?! 
I am struggling because
I can't forgive or forget what the Tories have done over the past 6 years to the poor and vulnerable. I do actually like Theresa May, but I can't get past what the Tories did to the poor, disabled, disadvantaged, working classes etc... The only decent thing they have done in my eyes is raise the minimum wage - and even THAT isn't high enough. Everything they have done has been too strict and too severe.
I can't forgive and forget what the Lib dems did with the uni fees (tripling them when they said they would abolish them!) And Tim Farron appears to be quite homophobic. So it baffles me why he is a Lib Dem!
I don't like Jeremy Corbyn, and I don't trust him; he keeps saying what people want to hear, and he keeps changing his stance 'I will take down trident, no I'll leave it actually, or will I?' And he appears to have done a U turn with Brexit. And the amount of amazing things he keeps promising us all are not doable. Where is the money coming from?
Ukip; Well they just seem a bit pointless snow. The whole point of them was to take us out of the EU. That's been done now. Plus, unfortunately, they attract too many right wing extremists.
BNP; no, just no. Too far right. And I was sure they had been abolished anyway? 
Green party; too far left, too soft.
SNP and Plaid Cymru. Don't think I will even have those choices on my ballot paper, as I live in England.
These are just my views BTW, I don't/won't think badly of anyone who votes for any party. Or judge them for it.