Ive to go to court today to give evidence against the man that hit myself, ds and ddog while we were in the middle of a zebra crossing. I was hoping and praying this day would never have to come around as id hoped he would plead guilty but alas he has pleaded not guilty.
Ive had next to no sleep and ds has been up and down since 5, i just cant shake the feeling of total fear i have. My best friend is taking ds for the day thankfully. My dsis and ds are still sleeping so im taking ddog for a rare just me and him walk just now. Im hoping my auntie and cousin dont go to the court, they havent been supportive and in their words i want to be nosy so im going 
. Sorry if im getting a bit rambly i just wanted to get the above of my chest before i implode