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I was late home, AIBU?

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OnionKnight · 19/12/2016 17:36

I'll preface this by saying that I have a physical disability which means that I cannot text whilst standing up.

This evening I finished work at 15:00 with the intention of getting the quarter past bus, my wife was at home as she'd done a half day. The bus station was very busy and there were no seats available so I stood around waiting. The bus didn't turn up until after 15:35 and it was rammed, luckily I got a seat but there were people in the gangway leaning on me, my bag was on my lap and so and I couldn't get my phone out of my pocket to text my wife to let her know that I'd be late home.

I get home at 16:30 and she goes ballistic, saying that she thought I'd been hurt and that I was laying in the road, she admits she panicked Hmm

Was I being U by not texting her (not that I physically could) or does she need to chill out and remember that I'm an adult and that if she can get shite bus service, so can I?

OP posts:
OnionKnight · 19/12/2016 19:57

Oh I'm certainly not going to LTB but this afternoon has opened my eyes like I said previously.

OP posts:
Jux · 19/12/2016 20:00

It does sound like an abusive relationship, I'm afraid.

Do you have children? Who is their main carer? Is the house in joint names?

MaQueen · 19/12/2016 20:00

The fact she doesn't have any friends would be a big, red warning light to me.

Does she make you feel happy inside, the vast majority of the time OP? Because if she doesn't then there is absolutely no point sharing your life with her. There really isn't.

ilovesooty · 19/12/2016 20:12

So she doesn't have any friends apart from work colleagues ? Hobbies? How do you spend time together outside work?

1horatio · 19/12/2016 20:34

TBH near enough every day she's having a go at me or moaning about someone or something, it's beginning to wear me down I think.

Every time we go out to town or somewhere she has a cats bum face and huffs and puffs, I see my friends once a week mostly but apart from her work colleagues she doesn't seem to have any friends, close ones anyway.

That sounds abusive and controlling,

I think you should call that number somebody posted above.

OnionKnight · 19/12/2016 20:37

No children, we live in a HA property - joint tenants but we got it because of my disability.

Yeah she makes me happy and I'm not just saying that, there are moments though where I go Hmm and think to myself that something isn't right.

We don't do a lot outside of work and that's another thing that's pissing me off, she's a homebody and she's content to sit on her laptop. We do go out to town, we go out for meals with friends or to London etc but like I said she moans or pulls a cats bum face more often than not and we're not out every week. I'm actually trying to get her out more but it's a battle. Even my own mum says that we need to get out more.

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EveOnline2016 · 19/12/2016 20:45

I hope one day you will leave.

In my experience abuse tends to escalate it very rarely gets better.

I do get extremely worried when DH is more than 10 minutes late but he works in times that the road is dead and when he walks in I am instantly calm, ask him about his day and pop the kettle on.

Miserylovescompany2 · 19/12/2016 20:45
  1. You Feel Guilty When You Spend Time With Your Friends

When we imagine someone trying to cut their partner off from their support system, we usually picture something dramatic, like the villainous husband in a made-for-TV movie telling his wife that she'll never talk to her best friend again. But in real life, controlling partners usually isolate you from your community in a much more subtle way.

Rather than violently forbidding you from contacting your friends or family, a controlling partner may just gently nudge you away from them. As Eden Strong writes on YourTango, "Manipulation always starts with guilt. If he can convince you to feel guilty for your actions (even when you’ve done nothing wrong), then he knows you’ll be more willing to do what he says." Maybe your partner pouts every time you go out with your friends, until you start dodging their dinner invitations just to spare yourself the stress. Maybe your partner makes negative comments about your friends until you start to believe that the criticisms are true. Maybe your social life revolves around a hobby, but your new partner thinks your hobby is "dumb" and makes fun of you for it until you give it up. This behavior can take many different forms, but it always has the same goal: straining or ending your relationships with the other people you're close to, until you feel that your partner is the only person you have in the world.

How To Tell It Apart From Healthy Behavior: Though many of us have experienced the obsessive period early on in a new relationship where all you want to do is spend time with your new partner (and often neglect your friends in the process), this is very different. A few weeks or months of fixating on your new love can be normal and fun. But if your partner actively encourages you to break away from your friends, that's unhealthy.

  1. They Criticize Lots Of Small Things That You Do

A controlling partner's criticism may not even sound like criticism — it might be couched in "supportive" language that implies that your partner is just trying to assist you. As Marni Feuerman notes in Psych Central, "Abusers can convince you that ... they are treating you this way to 'help' you."

They may consistently critique your decisions at work ("Did you really talk to your boss like that? How will that get you a promotion?"), the way you spend money ("Another headband? Seriously?"), or your interests ("Why do you waste so much time doing crafts?") in a way that sounds less like criticism and more like they think you're "too good" for the decisions that you're currently making.

How To Tell It Apart From Healthy Behavior: Though almost all partners occasionally criticize each other, when the criticism is constant and contains the implication that you're incapable of making good decisions on your own, that's a red flag. And whether you're talking about your job, your friends, or your wardrobe, the idea that your partner always knows better than you do is dangerous. Their comments are not really about improving your life — they're about undermining your ability to make decisions and take action on your own.

  1. They Don't Trust You

Even people who are deeply in love are allowed to have some privacy. And a partner who refuses to acknowledge this — who claims that people who truly care about each other don't keep their texts or emails private, or will allow their partner to read their diary — isn't being romantic. They're being controlling. Your partner doesn't have the right to check your email or texts, or have access to your social media passwords, just because they say they're "afraid" you might cheat, or because they claim that people who are in love don't have secrets. There's a difference between "having secrets" and having an existence independent of your partner — and you don't have to give up the latter in order to be in a relationship.

How To Tell It Apart From Healthy Behavior: On occasion, serious couples who are recovering from an incident of infidelity will allow the cheated-on partner access to the other partner's texts and emails for a limited period of time as a form of accountability. But if this is not a deal that you have specifically worked out with your partner in this context (and hopefully with the help of a counselor), it isn't right.

  1. They Spend A Lot Of Time Talking About Protecting You

A lot of us have had crappy stuff happen in our lives —enough crappy stuff that the idea of a hero riding up on a white horse (or fixie bike) and protecting us from any problems for the rest of our life can sound really, really appealing. And loving someone does generally include feelings of protectiveness. We typically want to bend over backwards to keep the people we love from suffering in any way.

But think twice if your partner's ideas of support involves "protecting" you from making your own decisions and living your own life. A partner who "protects" you by taking control of your messy finances, chasing away a friend you've been fighting with, or keeping close tabs on where you are and what you're doing at all times isn't looking out for you — they're trying to make you dependent on them.

How To Tell It Apart From Healthy Behavior: A healthy partner knows that they can't "protect" you from the messiness of life — they can just support you and stand by your side. If you've gotten yourself into a financial mess, a healthy partner might buy you financial advice books, help you find budgeting apps, encourage you to take a financial planning class, or offer to help you go through your backlog of unopened credit card bills while providing emotional support. But they won't take your bank password, handle your bills, and give you an "allowance" until you pay off your credit card debt. A healthy partner will offer every kind of support that they can conceive of, but knows that you have to deal with your own problems in the end.

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