DD is 4 months and an absolute dream and lately I'm finding it harder and harder to leave her!
When DD was a few weeks old, DM babysat for a few hours a couple of afternoons and once overnight, no problem. I didn't worry about DD and was happy of the break!
But now she's such a character with a lovely smiley personality I just hate leaving her. I'm crying in the car on my way to uni, I hate giving her to family for a cuddle, DP took her for a walk the other day and I hated it! Anxious and on edge the whole time!
What's wrong with me? I thought you were supposed to get more relaxed as your baby got older not the opposite! 😩