Long story short I wasted a good chance with a good looking, really decent bloke. He wanted to meet up with me back in 2013 but I felt I couldn't as if put on weight and has got into a rut over a job situation. Some months later if lost weight , and was willing to meet him but feel that the ship had already sailed - he didn't seem want to meet me. We emailed for a whilenow its seems to have fizzled out completely. I miss him, I feel down and lonely compared to what I felt like a few years ago. Moral of story - don't lose a diamond when scrabbling for stones. He was lovely and due to my own stupidity lost him