i just always feel like everyone else is having loads of fun with their DCs and friends and their dcs out and about in big groups, the beach, zoo, soft play, parks, picnics. lunches .....this is what I see on fb anyway
and there is me on my own trying to entertain 3 dcs every day and i just feel like billy no mates. yesterday 2 of my good friends were all over FB with their picnic in the park. i wasnt invited and it was right near my house. we 3 used to do stuff together but they are closer now and I guess I am just not flavour of the month anymore
I have asked various other friends if they want to do stuff and no joy, they've all got other plans, some of which sound like lame excuses, I smile and am all like awww no worries but inside its hard not to take it personally :(
doesn't help that I am quite low and depressed anyway at the moment (am on ADs and I actually have a review at the drs tomorrow as I am feeling so shitty)
I even tagged myself where i was today with the kids (ice skating) and posted a pic so those fuckers who aren't inviting me to stuff it looks like I am still having fun :( I wasn't, I was just sat there with a book trying to contain the toddler
sorry if I sound about 5 14