Yes I know, I know - sorry, another wedding thread!
I'm all over the place at the minute, so please forgive me if I sound erratic. I probably am being!
I'm so annoyed with myself for agreeing to go to this. It is a wedding abroad which I am due to attend with DH. We will be bringing our toddler with us. It will be in early July and we have booked flights and hotel. It is outside the UK, but quite close by (in Europe), if that matters. Flights were cheap as chips, so hypothetically we could cancel them and losing the money really wouldn't be a big deal.
I don't know the couple well at all. DH knows the groom well and they have been friends since school. Neither DH nor I will know anyone else at the wedding.
I am a very anxious traveller (didn't used to be - I just have become so over the past few years and especially recently). DC is a young toddler, so will be hard work on the plane. We already fly a few times a year with her and I hate it. I'm just panicking about the whole idea.
I have to just suck this up don't I? It's entirely my own fault for not telling DH up front that I 100% didn't want to go - I think I was in denial as it seemed so far away. The couple seem like very nice people too and I don't want to mess up their plans - table plans, numbers for catering etc.