To think MIL is not racist....but so f*cking ignorant & shouldn't be around DCs

[rockacrybaby]

I have a very mixed family but am more or less black. Coffee coloured. DH is white. Race has never been an issue on either side but his damn mother keeps on saying the most infuriating things and DH and FIL keeps on shrugging it off as "she's just from a different time/ it's just silly ignorance"

When I think about what my family has been through I just cannot dismiss it as such. I've done the whole "Oh come on" polite speech but she just laughs me off as being defensive: "Oh I don't mean you, you're different"

Examples:

On DD1 when she was just born: "Oh, she's beautiful - not even as dark as I expected."

A conversation about an advert urging people to foster BAME kids: "Yes well of course more of them are in the system they just don't value family as much as other people do they?"

On first meeting me : "Oh you're quite well spoken"

On me straightening DD1s hair as a one off for a special occasion: "Her hair is so much prettier like this - so much less unruly"

On DD saying "I'm from Jamaica!" because her nanna is from there and we just got back from a trip and she's proud of her mixed heritage : "Oh but not that much darling"

On black lives matter : "Why are they so angry? If you behave like a hooligan you will be treated as such"

It really upsets me and I don't want my DCs hearing this shit. Yes their dad is white but they are still people of colour and I don't want them growing up hearing the shit I heard which made me feel inferior at times.....from their own damn grandma!!!

I don't even want them thinking about bloody race but it's like she cant help herself from making comments which subtly remind them that they are different from their blond haired blue eyes cousins. They are subtle and not all the time but enough to plant a seed.

Told DH MIL's comments aren't getting better and I'd I refuse to fight with her about it. I've addressed her comments nicely several times and she just laughs me off. DH is being useless. Seems to think that because she's not in the KKK its all petty.

I don't know what to do.

[purplepandas]

Wishing you some peace as your family heals.

[Atenco]

Take care and enjoy your children, rock

[Hissy]

Bloody hell! Asking to speak to your childrn? just like that? I know this feels so unreal and unnecessary, and I know you'll all be in shock for some time to come. I hope that you are given the space to heal. I've had a fall out with my mother and it is such a slap in the face, it hurts so much you cat breathe. The shock is immense. Even over 2 years on, I still struggle to believe it all, but it did happen and I can't change it. His dm needs to think hard and look at her actions, maybe she will see what she's done, but right now the most important people in all of this is you and your family. I wish you all every strength and happiness, I'll be thinking of you all x

[BoatyMcBoat]

Hope you and your dh find the peace you need. Hope BIL is a help to you, and that other Bil isn't too side swiped when he finds out too.

But most, peace to you both.

[ThumbWitchesAbroad]

Crikey Rocka - what a ridiculous circus she's turning this into!

Take the time you need, you and your DH and I hope the DC provide some of the healing love that will rebuild everything between you all. (((hugs))) x

[AnotherStitchInTime]

Oh Rocka. Take time to be with your family and regroup. Your DH must be reeling right now.

Big hugs to all of you.

[AskingForAPal]

Hope today's been calmer, Rocka, and that you've all been able to get some time to think.

[nudeynuderson]

Hugs to you Rocka