Don't know what to do

[Susiesoap7]

Lived here 4 years, no friends, trapped in a flat I hate,too old to get a job, dread getting up in a morning to face another empty day, go to shops just to be among people, is this it for the rest of my life.

There are loads of women around your age volunteering where I also help out, I'm more of an oddity being mid 30s. The charity is reliant on people giving their time and it's a nice community too with a by if crafting and activities to help out with. Bigger charities will also have local branches and heritage sites are good for opportunities too. Have a look on the Do It website and contact anywhere you know about locally. Local colleges may run courses for fun too. Have a look on your council website.