I wonder if there would be so much sympathy and excuses if it was white male Christians/atheists joining the BNP or the Ku Klux Klan or some other dodgy organisation?
I don't teach in school's anymore because I find my emotional response to the ....(fake name) Marcos of my world too hard to manage. It reduces my effectiveness as a teacher. Which is always a bit iffy when it comes to discipline at the best of times.
I see Marco maybe every couple of three months or so these days. The 13 year old I used to teach is now a hulking angry 21 year old member of Lega Nord.
And he breaks my heart. Not words on a page "breaks my heart". More a question of an internal so I don't give away with my face and my eyes how much it pains me to see where he's ended up. And the rest of the day is usually lost to a sort of melancholy.
He spews disgusting ideas and concepts. He has a criminal record. His vision of females is awful. And all I can think about when he dashes over all excited to say "hello" (the single word I managed to teach him) is how he never stood a chance.
Becuase working in schools left me privy to details I wish I'd never heard. I much preferred the world when I knew there was an unlevel playing field, but had no idea just how many children were trapped by the run-off at the oh so boggy, bottom of a steep slope, with precious little chance of moving half an inch, let alone clawing themselves up out of the mire.
Something I can't cope with when it comes packaged with a human face that I have come to know.
Which makes me downright bloody useless as a classroom teacher in a state school. Becuase I think you probably need knickers of steel to set aside your own feelings and concentrate on doing what you can for who you can, for as long as you can. And kudos to those who place limits on prioritising their own emotional response in order to best serve the children in front of them..
So...um. Yup. I think rather more people than you'd imagine are equal opportunity "bleeding heart", especially when it comes to the young. Not typically by choice. Not usually by design. Not normally done with the express intent of annoying people. Maybe often just becuase ... something along the line may have caused a chink in the "they should know better" amour.