basically dont know if im being silly or what but my DP's sister in law has got her 12 week scan today (although im not meant to know about it) and I feel sick with jealousy. ever since I found out she is pregnant I've felt so resentful towards her. i have a 2 year old and theres nothing I would love more than another child but DP (not DS dad) is adamant he doesn't want a baby yet.
I'm so down about it 