Feeling so shit and useless.

[TaliZorahVasNormandy]

I've been an xmas temp for 5 weeks., for a company with the possibility of it turning permanent. So obviously I've worked hard, did 7 days in a row just because they asked. Today I found out that they offered 2 of the younger temp contracts 2 weeks ago, leaving me and another the same age as me out. So that basically means they took 2 weeks to find out who they wanted and to hell with me and another.

It took me 2 years just to get that job, now I have to sign on JSA again, waiting god knows how long to get another job.

I feel utterly shit and useless. They got the best out of me but I didnt even have a chance of get the job.

Not AIBU more a Fuck my life.

I am trying to find other things, unfortunately, there is very little and I'm reduced to applying for things I have no hope of getting just so JC wont sanction me.

My anxiety and depression have gone back up and I'm starting to think I really do have sort of Autism.

Of course,they will take on the younger workers, they can pay them less and probably push them around much easier. Pick yourself up now, brush yourself down and go forward with hope and optimism. Don't let the buggers drag you down.

Close, it the was the Purple and Orange company.

They also prevented me on getting an interview for them, different store and job on a technicality.

They irony of it is I was the only one who actually wanted to stay from the beginning. The others will move on as soon as something better comes up. They coulda had me for years.