I cannot wait for this to be all over, so that we know either way. Frankly the stress of not knowing - especially as we might well end up moving, if Scotland does vote for independence - is bringing my depression back, full force. I was about to stop therapy, but the way I feel at the moment, I am going to be in therapy for a lot longer.
The whole thing has, in my view, caused so much ill-feeling and hurt between people in Scotland, such huge divisions and wounds, that I don't know how Scotland will heal.
If the result on the 18th is No, I fear that the deeply passionate nationalists will blame those of us who voted No for destroying their dream - and if it is Yes, that will be devastating for me - I am proud and happy to be a citizen of the United Kingdom, and the country I love will be torn apart - without Scotland it will not be the same place.
On a personal level, as I said, we might well end up having to move back to England, away from the friends I have made here, and a place I love living, and will have to start all over again making new friends - and I am not sure I can do that again - it was hard last time, and it will be harder this time.