To be horrified and devastated at state of things down below? WAY TMI warning!!!!

[iamnotacoward]

So I was doing some maintenance down below. And got out the mirror to make sure it was all nice and neat. I have not looked properly down there since birth of ds who is now 2.
I actually feel as if I am in some sort of surreal nightmare and am going to wake up soon. I can't stop crying, I am so appalled.
TMI ALERT!
Firstly, at the top inside there is what looks like a mini vagina inside my actual vagina. Like a big hanging flap of skin with large opening. It is not a uterine prolapse- I have had a good feel and cervix is where it should be. Then all around the bottom of vaginal entrance is a cluster if horrible polyp type things. And everything is all pushed together rather than there being a normal opening.
I am going to gp tomorrow. I can't believe what it looks like. I feel so horrified and full of self disgust!! Did anyone else ever look down there and get a shock!? I know this is revolting so please don't post anything mean....

DenyDenyDeny Mine is on the second lot that were done, I did it in 2011 I think? I did some other stuff for the same artist as well and we still talk, I should message him actually and see if he's doing anything he needs models for because it's fun!

Wow!! I remember seeing them on a leaflet/flyer in Brighton, my friend and I carefully investigated all of them in a pub drinking wine, whilst trying to decide which ones most look like ours!

You're famous!

Id have done it, Id have cast my fanny.

Iamnotacoward did you go to the GP in the end?

I also have the well thing going on on the front wall. I am 100% sure it's not my urethra... if it is, it's jumped over/under the inner labia and moved an inch closer to the vagina in the year since DS was born

It shall be henceforth known as the well of doom.

Hello!! Just a question, what do you mean you were uncomfortable? I have had a feeling of a marble stuck at the entrance and some skin , lumpy bit that I can move that bothers me for days every so often. I’ve had a pelvic physio evaluation with ecodopler etc and have no prolapse But it’s quite uncomfortable…😩 no pain , thought.3rd degree tear with a big baby

I have exactly this and though it was just me, I won’t look in the mirror anymore.