I don't know what I'd do without my GP, she has been my rock for the last few years and one of only two people I trust 100%. In terms of medical care I have never had a problem with the service she and the rest of the practice have provided.
However, I work frontline in the nhs. Between three of us, we care for up to 25 patients for 12 hours and 15 minutes with 70 minutes allocated to breaks. The patients have injuries and illnesses ranging from locked in syndrome to parkinsons to recurring brain tumors. Most need assistance 90% of the time, at least a handful need 24/7 care. Most need help showering, feeding, toileting. Some are pleasant, some are very challenging and some are outright aggressive and frightening.
I have had days where I have had to wash a woman no older than me who has soiled herself and the bed whilst she cries and asks if she will ever get better, before going to a lovely gran and discussing her terminal diagnosis and how her grandchildren are taking it.
Not to mention the fact I have at any given time 25 meals to serve, 25 x 6 charts to be completed, urine bottles to be disposed of, fluid balances to be recorded, bowel monitoring to be done, samples to be arranged, beds to be changed once, twice, three times.. clothing to be changed, bins to be taken out, bedpans and commodes to be given, water to be dolled out, juice to be handed out at specific times, toilets to be cleaned, showers to be cleaned and checked, beds to be moved, patients to be taken to theatre, mri, ct, patients to be taken for a fag outside, patients relatives to be calmed and spoken to, phone calls to be answered, televisions and radios to be sorted, weights and heights to be measured, multiple wards and rooms to be kept tidy and stocked...
I get to pee - but only if the buzzer isn't going, if there's not something more important to do first.
I certainly don't get a coffee if I don't have a scheduled break time - I get a paper cup of water from our water fountain at the nurses station and maybe, if I'm lucky, a tic tac or polo to clear mouth a bit.
I know it's hard being a doctor. I know my own GP well enough to know that.
I get to sit down for 70 minutes in the staffroom over 3 breaks, and sometimes two minutes if I'm feeling faint or too exhausted in the afternoon.
I don't get PLT days. I don't have the guarantee of going home for Christmas, or weekends, or the ability to pull out of night shift and overtime.
I get £15k a year. Some GPs get nearly seven times that and they sit down for most of their job.
I absolutely adore my job, and I love working with my amazing colleagues and patients. I wouldn't switch it at all. But I do wish that sometimes GPs would accept that they are not the only people who struggle. It's a choice you make sort of, going into healthcare.