To think that, sometimes, it is so good to be beholden to noone.

[CharlesRyder]

DH and DS are in bed.

I have drunk a bottle of wine.

I am listening to my music on spotify.

I feel so free- like I felt when I was 17 and really my parents took care of all my needs and I could just be me. A bit sad that now the only time I can be me is at midnight on the weekend but at least it is still there!

Oh yes, I'm with you there op.

Let's walk in town with bare feet or something!

one of my best memories was when DS1 was young, DH went out and I had to stay in, I was a bit miffed that he was going out tbh. we were about to decorate the living room so when DS went to bed I put on my reggae tunes opened a can of lager and set too singing and painting.... did the whole room DH was when he got home, thought it was the wrong house. I was a bit pissed and apart from a few drips and slops down the sofa back it was a good job! that feeling of personal freedom feels really good never get enough of it.