to be sat in bed, demolishing a whole packet of Hobnobs and watching Planet Dinosaur? (Anti-mope tips appreciated)

[TheOrchardKeeper]

Having a bitch of a year. I was hoping by entertaining my inner child it might cheer me the fuck up.

It's not working...

Anyone got any better ideas/distractions?

I think you posted it at the end of your op...

That is a fantastic idea.

Do you think if I squint hard enough I'll be able to use telekenisis to get some from the local? kicks self for not planning ahead

Feel like banging my head against a brick wall this evening. I don't even really get angry but just saw something massively cockish from ex (who's now not seen DS for almost 2 months due to stress etc etc BS BS) and it has just been the cunty cherry on my crappy cake

I have some tesco value red wine that I use for cooking.

That would be pushing it I think

Usually just spend the evening in the bath if I'm hacked off but had an Op recently so am not allowed baths .

This evening just gets better

Ex just texted to say can he have DS for a whole weekend in a fortnight. DS hasn't been to his new house or spent more than one night with him in quite a while so I'm not comfortable with it at all. He doesn't know but DS has also talked about daddy smoking in the car & daddy smacking his bum. (I don't smack, though I do timeouts etc. Am really against just hitting straight away for every offence and just smacking in general and ex knows this). He's only just under 4 so may be OTT/not quite true but fgs. If I dare bring it up i'll just be the anniying ex who just wants to stop contact etc etc blah blah

(I found out when DS told me he was going to smack me on the bum for being naughty. I asked him who smacked him, because I don't and he said daddy/grandma a.k.a ex's DM).

I want to go to sleep for a few weeks

Wake me up in the summer someone?