It's funny how you're not bothered about going out on a Saturday night. Until you can't.

[Lighthousekeeping]

Bloody hell. It's going to be a long night. Nothing on the telly and just my own company. I never particularly liked Saturday nights out even when I was 17. I always preferred a Thursday night at my local gay club and a Friday night at my alternative club dancing to Sisters of Mercy or The Cramps. I never was a Saturday person. Not tonight though. I'm climbing the walls. All my london friends are on dates and my Norhern friends are in Yorkshire probably getting ready to go to their social.

Mumsnet party time.

I think it's because I work a lot of weekends so I'm lost when I actually have them off.

I think I'll open the gin.

Gin, I heard somewhere that Clarrisa Dickson Wright drank 6 pints of g&t a day!

I know. Where have they gone? I don't think I could go dancing tbh.

Damn I thought I was in chat!

I'm the same tonight! Before getting pregnant with DS I was either working (in bars) or out on a Saturday night ... for me its a combo of facebook (seeing folks plans) anf shit telly. And cant have a drink cos Im breastfeeding. Feel wistful and like Im missing out! I hate the weekends for that now but during the week I'm so happy with my new life!

I am in the same boat tonight... Currently defragging my laptop and wishing it would hurry up so I can defrag another hard drive.

Jesus H Christ. I used to have a LIFE! .