Won't drip feed.
Mum of 3, work full time. Husbands a lazy git. He gave his job up last year and has no plans to find other work. He's not depressed, he just didn't want to get up every day and provide for his family.
I sort the kids, do the majority of the housework, keep food in our bellies and a rood over our heads.
He goes out to the pub thursday, friday and saturday nights. If the footballs on he'll go more. He's an avid player of gold too.
I can't handle all the responsibility anymore, i feel like i'm about to have a break down. I cried and begged him to stay in with me last night but he went out with a friend he hadn't seen for a while.
He did the same for my 30th, he pissed off out with his mates and left me breaking my heart crying.
I think drugs may be involved, unsure but he has no money. So how can he afford to go out all the time??
Is it all in my head? i don't know, i don't know my arse from my elbow anymore.
Please help me before i end up on the mental ward.