First proper solo day with two dc (ds is 2.11 and dd is 3 weeks). A number of incidents, including ds pooing himself (he has been potty trained with no accidents for at least two months), ds falling off a stool (a high ikea one) and hurting himself, me locking us out of house in rain.
I am shattered, the house is a shit tip. I still need to empty and reload dishwasher and do bottles for night feeds. I just want a bath and to read in bed or something.
But dd is a "4th trimester" won't be put down baby. I know it is normal, I know she is only small. She has spent whole day in sling. DH is working until 3.30am.
I feel overwhelmed that every day will be like this. I am so shattered. I just want a bath. Or just to be on my own, with two arms or no sling.