to just cut off contact in shame

[takingbackmonday]

Last night I truly disgraced myself. I took a few painkillers and antihistamines earlier in the day and ended up so drunk I could barely walk. Lost phone, abused friends, people now hate me and I am sitting at home crying with shame.

WIBU to just disappear from these people's lives forever now I have apologised? I hate myself.

it will al pass. give it a week and you will feel so much better. say sorry when you can and explain about having a hrard time and responding to drugs badly.

no way Agent P that's Baaaaaaaaaaaaad!!!!!! ;-) :-)))

Ring friends and say sorry, no texts or FB.
My BF could be a twit when drunk, but she knew when to say sorry. That's why we stayed friends.

In my defence, it was an estate of new houses that looked the same. I went in to the right house, but on the wrong street IYSWIM.

YOUR PISSHEAD FRIEND FIRED YOU?

He's a sanctimonious twit- forget about him.

A.P
thats hilarious!! i thought i was a pisshead for nearly sitting in wrong bar seating booth last night on return from ladies but thats the next level up!

yeah what BOF says ==he should be dead to you

Sheep come on you can tell us

When I was about your age I got pissed on wine before going out, then drank more in the pub, then went to a club. I went to the loo and realised just how drunk I was when the cubicle started spinning. I then tried to stand up but just pitched forward, head butted the cubicle door and ended up on the loo floor with my skirt still round my waist and my bare arse in the air. Then I threw up. And was so so drunk I could fathom how to get up, until the woman in the next cubicle peered over and shouted at me til I got up. She escorted me out of the loos, made me apologise to the cleaner mopping up my sick, then took me outside for fresh air while they called my mates over the tannoy. I'm very grateful she found me, I hate to think how long I would have been there else...

It was mortifying at the time but I can laugh now.

i once got so drunk i slept with a very close friend and his mum walked in the next morning and i was half dressed passed out in the front room, that was awkward she'd seen me every day from being a little kid. luckily she laughed it off, but never had a one night stand after that i still feel bad about it 10 years on.

sheep -wah much more entertaining than the normal annoying toddlers screaming unfettered up and down the aisle I'm sure

There's a restaurant in a nearby seaside city that I still dread passing in case they come out and and harangue me about just how much chaos me and a friend left behind us after a very long lunch with some rather well-known people.

To cut a long and mortifying story short, there was shouting, showing off, throwing up, collapsing and one of said well-known people needing to carry vomiting friend like sack of potatoes over his shoulders up the stairs and into the ladies lav, plus husbands called to collect the wreckage. In my defence, I tried to be helpful and I did manage to get my hogwhimperingly drunk self home but minutes spent deciding whether it would be tidiest if I were sick into the ticket machine at the station weren't amongst my most dignified.

We did have to take a very great deal of stick for this afterwards but in fairness, nobody was nasty. Our appalling sense of shame was more punishment than anyone else could have meted out.

My phone's been found!!! Yay!!!

Thank you for your stories. Today is a new day and I don't feel bad at all any more. It wasn't ideal and I won't see the 'friend' in question for a while.

Where better to get blind drunk than a Christening...?

I once got absolutely slaughtered at a party
Me and dp ( now dh) were taking home a friend
I threw up in the back of car, got out of car while dh cleaned it up, lay literally in the gutter and told him to leave me there
Poor dh's friend had to sit in back on plastic bag while I sat in front with head practically out of the window
I phoned him next day to apologise and he was fine , said we'd all been there!

oh ladies reading these stories have cheered me up! honestly Im feeling so depressed today and reading these has made me feel so much better.

Another funny one (told to me - not something Ive done myself) was when a group of work colleagues went out for their christmas dinner. One of the girls was wearing a long maxi skirt, elasticated at the waist. They were basically ossified, loads of wine, shots etc, anyway one of the girls started to fall over, she grabbed the other girls skirt and of course pulled it off her. anyway after some drunk fumblings the pair of them managed to get her skirt back on.

Next morning said skirt wearer woke up to find her husband standing at the bottom of the bed holding the maxi skirt in his had and asking why there was a footprint on it! hhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

legend! lol