AIBU to be mad with rage that my good friend is pregnant when we've been trying for a whole year and I'm not?

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says it all really. Obviously I have given congratulations and all that and am genuinely pleased for her... But WHY NOT ME?

Phew that feels better, have vented.

So am I?

Y would only BU if you said it to her, and as you havent, YANBU at all.

And I can understand the rage, it isnt aimed at her but at yourself and your body, I know how that feels.

It will be your time soon x

I would be exactly the same... You are not being unreasonable you are feeling a natural reaction to the situation. On the positive side when you get pregnant hopefully soon your friend will also have a baby and you will be able to do nice things together, babysit for each other etc... Good luck.