Get a job, that is :o
I've had really low self esteem for years and job-hunting for me is a nightmare. I've posted on here a few times (under previous nicknames) as I hate it so much, it has made me cry so often.
I had an interview yesterday, which I felt a bit 'meh' about TBH. Went off for another today, same job but different location... Ten minutes before I was due to go in, yesterday's interviewer called to offer me the position! :)
It's a dream come true for me - I've always wanted to work in a library. I haven't stopped smiling yet!
This is the first job I've ever got via a formal application/interview - the others have been little weekend jobs etc, through people I already knew.
Anyway - just wanted to say, I was really starting to believe nobody would ever employ me, but it's finally happened. So, AIBU to say please don't give up, one day it WILL happen!