I posted that I could not stop crying before going into to have a c section with dd3 (because of placenta privia). I was given so much help and affection on this site I thought I would let you know that she is born, 3 weeks early but good weight and nursing well. A vaginal birth is, in my opinion much easier. Am very sore but ALIVE - good result and should give you an idea of where my mind had raced to pre op. And the dd3 had seduced me so completely that I do not want to go home yet to dd1, dd2 and dh!!
To all of you - I honestly felt more cared for and understood in those few hours on mumsnet than I did in the last 2 months of my pregnancy. Thank you.