to just wanna bury my head

[Grandmasterpudge]

this is woefully self indulgent.im on an OU course, due to my kid getting older not napping as much.

my DP and don't live together, he works all the time (has to kind of) I live in with my mum sis (disabled) and her 2 carers who come in a very small house..and findingtime to do it is v. hard and I'm not juggling well

I keep telling my mum i've bitten of more than I can chew but just says if she did it I can

I'm really behind, but right now I can't face it, I just wanna cry as wierd as it sounds I physically can't face doin it knowing as soon as I log on there will be something else i've missed.

I don't know how to get passed it, anyone been in this sit.

I apologise for this wierdness

Could you ask your mun to watch your kid for a while so you can go the library and work?

Can you contact the OU and tell them how hard you're finding it? They can be really helpful. I know their courses move quite quickly so if you're behind that can be overwhelming.
On a practical level, can you do a child swap with a friend a couple of times a week? Are you able to study at night when things are quieter?

I'm in that now, so much to do I don't know where to begin, so many tasks need starting, its overwhelming, isn't it?

I have someone to look after him noe, thanks guys