bit lighthearted but today i was in the company of 2 of the most gorgeous men i've seen in a while - I mean really stunningly attractive. Haven't felt that kind of giddy, oh my goodness way in along time. Made me feel old and realise i'm well past my best - didn't help that i was in old joggies, hair scraped into pony, no make-up and looking much more worn looking than either of them. Thought I was past that kind of thing.