It's cold and miserable.
I just can't get excited about christmas.
My trusty assistant is off sick and about to go on maternity leave, so I will be running the office alone until June.
Only 4 of my 31 customers has paid so far this month and my debtor's list currently stands at over £123,000
My staff are expecting to be paid next week (a week early, before christmas - my idea) and as yet I don't have any money to pay them with.
I work 7 days a week, spending at least 5 hours a day doing something I really hate.
I want to die and come back as a hedgehog.