to feel immensely happy when my life, as I know it, is about to collapse?

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And strangely, I'm at peace.

Does anybody has felt like that?

I'm loosing everything, but I feel light without the baggage IYWIM

Spill.

Doesn't sound as though you were that happy with it TBH, are you sure you're alright?

You sound very Zen

What has happened?

I think when you finally accept the inevitable, it is a load off, so yes, I can understand you being calm.

Can you tell us more

I have 2 thoughts on this.

1- That yes getting rid of a lot of unnnecassary 'baggage' can be a good thing and that maybe although it seems like everything is falling apart but at the same time it's falling into place.

2- That if things are really that bad you could be blocking it and setting yourself for some sort of breakdown. I hope it is not the latter but I have seen it happening and I know how easily it can come about.

Whichever it is I hope that you can rebuild what you feel you need to in the near future.

My ex who has enough money to let DS and I stay at home is about to succeed in kicking us out. It has been years of lies, back stabbing, etc. and although I don't like the outcome, I am happy that all this battle is about to be over.

Awfully pleased for you and all that, but it's kind of annoying when people do this cliff hanger stuff

Oh ok, x post, well it's great that you feel zen and at least it's all over. I understand your relief. Good luck.