well not everyone. but a lot of people. people from my year with great jobs, either engaged or getting married, going on lovely holidays, going out to nice places, just feel like my life is a total bore compared to a lot on there!!
there are also quite a few people from my year at school who are now in a relationship together and are either engaged or already married which i think is really nice. it would have been nice to end up with a childhood sweetheart (although the only problem there is that i didn't have one!) instead ive had one relationship that was the worst a relationship could ever get, and the one im in now on the brink of ending!
i want a life that i can brag about and people from my past hear about it and think 'wow that must be amazing'
i was one of the least popular people in my year at school by the way so have always felt like i want to get one up on the people who made my life hell. although at the moment i think they would just laugh at me