I genuinely hate this generation of dating so much. I’ve tried and failed so many times.
I was an active dater many years ago and did use the apps but suddenly I just gave up in my 30s. Like I almost know what to expect. Another failed dating stage or i fall for them and then they distance or find someone else.
I Dont know why but it has really got to me lately, I just want to be able to feel and not have to numb myself all the time because all men want is sex and nothing serious. It’s so tiring. Even men I meet in real life or in run clubs. Are the exact same. They’re all the same. I’m so tired of it. I really feel I have to just give up with it. I really liked a guy at my run club. He approached me we talked then suddenly he defaulted to only talking about sex. I rejected this 3 times now and blocked him everywhere. Now it’s awkward eye contact when we’re at run club. But even then the other day he still texted me via WhatsApp which I didn’t know I hadn’t blocked him on, to tell me he had a dream about me. Spent a while wishing he’d actually jus not be that kind of guy but oh well I’ll just have to cry myself to sleep again
This is sort of a rant but also wanting to hear some kind of hope can still exist.