Silly post and the situation is we wont have another child
Im 28 have a 4yo and 2yo. Struggled massively since 2nd child and so did mine and DH relationship which is just mending now really (starting to)
Dh works away so is gone Monday then back Friday evening. So im alone a bit then on weekends he is just so used to me doing everything I have to remind him he can help
He doesnt want a 3rd so thats the conversation closed in my eyes unless he changed his mind alone but it'd never work well me pushing for a 3rd when he doesnt want one
But I have this weird ache. I have always wanted 3 kids even growing up I always thought I wanted 3 or 4 I wanted a bigger family. I feel sad never getting to experience pregnancy again or another baby. Never getting to the early stages again despite it being tough! Unsure if this has come around as DS2 is getting more independent he is so advanced for his age so it feels. Abit like hes a little kid now haha!
I know im only young before anyone comments but DH is 36 so has highlighted he is older and if we wait and try (which could take time) he'd be getting older, so less energy etc (one of the reasons)
How do I shift the slight ache im getting of accepting I probably wont have another child? It sounds so odd I dont know why I keep thinking it and feeling sad