The nostalgia- It's early 1990s I am in 6th form, home from school for the holidays and getting ready to go out with my home friends.
I am in my room with my music loud loving the freedom of being able to do that - my latest mix tape is playing and Mum is calling upstairs to me to "turn that music down NOW"
I am wearing my velvet black trousers with platform type shoes, my skinny rib top with paired with my Levi jacket with a big velvet choker around my neck and a couple of mood rings.
I took ages having a shower with my dewberry shower gel and washed my hair with ice blue shampoo. Carefully drying and scrunching my curly ( frizzy) hair with mousse and to ensure it holds for the night I have enough wet look gel, glitter gel and hairspray in my hair to not have it move for a week !
In my tiny bag, I have £20, my phone card, tic tacks, lip gloss, my fake ID ( made in art) I am not quite 18. -6 months to go.
As my friend's ring the door bell - Dad gives me a tenner for emergency taxi money and rolls his eyes at what I am wearing, but does not comment.
We head into The City on the bus fare was £1 . We sat upstairs because 2 of my friends smoked .
Head to the pub first, then the wine bar and finally clubbing, where my fake ID gets me in without question we all laugh, drink Bacardi and coke and have a brilliant night.
I get home about 2 A.M .
The reality- I am sat here in the car being a taxi for DD (teen) waiting to pick her up wishing it was 30 odd years ago and I was right back there on those carefree Friday and Saturday nights of my youth!