Long story short I made a loan application for quite a lot (to me) of money, I didn't really expect to get it because my credit rating is shot, but apparently I did as the money's just been paid to me about 2 hours after making the application.
I am really stressed in general due to life stresses so I was dreaming of booking a few days away, it was just a dream to help cope with the stress, but I took it too far.
I can't really afford the repayments.
Anyone want to help calm my racing mind until I can decide how I fix this?